That day, I dreamed of her again.
Her face was also clear so I could see it clearly.
She smiled at me and had to say, she had a really bright smile.
I tentatively called her in my dreams.
But she shook her head.
Is it the ghost who told me to dream? But she wasn't scary at all.
In my dream, I heard her speak for the first time.
suyanxiDon't call me that
suyanxiI have no face to see him in his dreams
suyanxiWhen I see you, I know if he's doing well
liukexinBut... he misses you so much.
She was stunned.
She didn't seem to expect me to say that.
liukexinForget it, mom, can you talk to me?
Maybe it's because of my similar appearance, I feel dependent on this woman... or maybe it's a female ghost.
That night, she seemed to say a lot.
Dreams, I don't know if it's true or not, when I wake up, I forget a lot of things.
But what I remember most clearly is her words:
suyanxiActually I don't regret dying
suyanxiI just can't bear to see him die
It turns out that some people really choose to lose everything for love.
There seemed to be light seeping in, and she was gone.
Wake up.
I rarely slept late, and when I got up to look at my watch, it was already half past ten.
liukexinUm, good morning dad
majiaqiLet's have something to eat and wait for the company?
I thought about it, and as if there was nothing to do, I shook my head.
We spoke almost at the same time.
liukexinI want to go to my mother's grave
He didn't seem to expect me to say that.
But there seems to be some surprises.
majiaqiActually... I was just about to say this too
liukexinWell, the tomb of my own biological mother is long gone
Back then, his biological parents left early, and even the funeral ended hastily.
Of course relatives and friends won't care, and I don't know where the last cemetery was moved to.
liukexinI dreamed of her yesterday
I bit the poached egg and said casually.
He looked at me expectantly.
majiaqiReally? What did she say? Is she still as good-looking as ever?
majiaqiShe's over there... how's it going?
I swallowed the poached egg and answered his questions one by one.
liukexinShe said she regretted leaving you, she was beautiful
liukexinThere she is. Good.
It should be fine, otherwise why would she smile and say to herself?
majiaqiThat's good... that's good.
If she's not good, maybe Dad will feel bad too.
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Cemetery.
majiaqiI brought your girl to see you
The woman's smile on the tombstone is very bright, but it may be because of the reason on the tombstone, it is a little cold.
The tombstone seemed to be wiped frequently, and there was no dust at all.
He put down a bunch of lilies and sat down gently beside the tombstone.
majiaqiSmell this lily fragrance too
majiaqiYou said, if you could stay with me until now, would you be an old woman too?
Ma Jiaqi laughed.
majiaqiYou are so stinky, you definitely don't want to see yourself old
majiaqiThe girl said you gave her a dream
majiaqiI miss you too, can you come and see me?
Ma Jiaqi smiled bitterly, tears that had not been seen for a long time actually flowed out.
majiaqiCome and see me, I... should forget you
Liu Kexin looked at Ma Jiaqi and didn't know how hard it took to say this sentence.
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